The healing doesn't stop the feeling.

I don’t think John was ready for them to take this picture

I don’t think John was ready for them to take this picture

>:((((((((

I just opened a video of a TV appearance I didn’t really remember and I was all “yessssssssssss” cos John was WEARING HIS GLASSES and then he did that FUCKING ENRAGING THING WHERE HE PUTS THEM UP ON TOP OF HIS HEAD WHICH I SWEAR HE DOES JUST TO TAUNT ME and I actually said “OH GODDAMN YOU” out loud

When John is REALLY REALLY SEXY like wearing his glasses and having his accordion on (yes it’s really sexy when he has his accordion on even if he’s not playing it at that exact moment) and REALLY REALLY ADORABLE like laughing simultaneously MY BRAIN DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO RESPOND AND IT’S CONFUSING

When John is REALLY REALLY SEXY like wearing his glasses and having his accordion on (yes it’s really sexy when he has his accordion on even if he’s not playing it at that exact moment) and REALLY REALLY ADORABLE like laughing simultaneously MY BRAIN DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO RESPOND AND IT’S CONFUSING

Remember how John randomly decided he liked wearing polo shirts right around when Join Us came out but not ever other than that

That was weird

I’ve been printing out pictures of John/The Johns to put up on my walls (oh god you don’t even wanna know how many) and to make selecting them easier I’m just going through choosing from the most highly-rated ones in my indexer. And I was like “goddamn there are a ton of pictures in my Candids tag that are 4- or 5-stars.” I’m sure this has absolutely nothing whatsoever to do with the fact that those are the vast majority of the ones where John’s wearing his GLASSES…