The healing doesn't stop the feeling.

I still remember the first time I saw this video—it came out during my fandom hiatus, so everyone had long since seen it by the time I did. And I was talking to a couple of friends of mine and I was like “JOHN IN A TUX HOT DAMN” and then I was like “wait why the fuck is there a bear” and then I was like “WAIT WHY THE FUCK IS THE BEAR FLANS.” But since Flans totally is a big cuddly teddybear and also “Violin” is entirely about randomness I suppose it isn’t completely nonsensical. (Also JOHN IN A TUX IS STILL A VERY GOOD THING, in case you were wondering.)

I still remember the first time I saw this video—it came out during my fandom hiatus, so everyone had long since seen it by the time I did. And I was talking to a couple of friends of mine and I was like “JOHN IN A TUX HOT DAMN” and then I was like “wait why the fuck is there a bear” and then I was like “WAIT WHY THE FUCK IS THE BEAR FLANS.” But since Flans totally is a big cuddly teddybear and also “Violin” is entirely about randomness I suppose it isn’t completely nonsensical. (Also JOHN IN A TUX IS STILL A VERY GOOD THING, in case you were wondering.)

IT’S SO OBVIOUS

A friend of mine on Facebook just posted a picture of a “hot” guy and said “someone needs to send him around to give her a massage” and it actually made me LOL because obviously these little muscley, younger than me bimbos are not the real standard of male beauty. SKELETAL MIDDLE-AGED BESPECTACLED SPAZZY NERDS ARE WHERE IT’S AT, YO.

Re-capping the Flood promo from the high-quality version on the Gigantic DVD wooooooo

Re-capping the Flood promo from the high-quality version on the Gigantic DVD wooooooo

At the Gigantic premiere.

At the Gigantic premiere.

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS MY GRILLING FETISH

So I continue to be the only one who has a GRILLING FETISH now cos of John’s “Being a guy, I’m a good griller,” quote, right? Well, Y’ALL ARE MISSING OUT.

I was at this resale shop yesterday and I found these socks with STEAKS on them so obviously I had to buy them. And then the checkout girl was all “Oh, these are cute!” and I’m thinking “Um I think you mean SEXY AS FUCK.”

So for some reason I felt the need to explain to her that, yeh, I have this whole grilling thing now cos the guy I’m in love with said this thing in an interview, even though 1. I am a VEGETARIAN 2. I don’t even like manly guys and 3. he’s actually like the least manly guy ever, HE’S A HUGE FUCKING NERD ACTUALLY. And she was laughing at me even though this is entirely, ENTIRELY reasonable.

Then she asked me if I know him personally and I said that no he’s just in my favourite band, and I had my (TMBG, naturally) wallet out to pay and I have the picture from the back of the Don’t Let’s Start EP in there so I showed it to her and she was all “Oh, he’s hot though” so I had to admit that um well he doesn’t look exactly like that anymore cos he’s only  28 YEARS OLDER NOW, “BUT HE’S STILL REALLY HOT.” Fun conversations.

SWEAT IS SEXY

SWEAT IS SEXY

Well-lit close-up pictures of John Linnell that really show off his wrinkles make me hot